yesterday there was a benefit show in my honor here in st. louis. it was a phenomenal experience. i was nearly overwhelmed by the entire thing. so many people doing so much for me. it was almost too much to handle. thankfully i managed to keep myself together all day. it was very special to see people i hadnt talked to in ages, but even more moving to see and talk to perfect strangers who cared enough to come out and help. it has me all the more excited for round two this wednesday. it'll be a great homecoming after i get back from my appointment in new york on tuesday.